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Monday, October 24, 2005

~*Pinoy Big Brother*~

hehehe... look at Sam sleeping... isn't he so cute?... aaauuuuwww... hmmm... he can really make me smile... with his cute smile... haaaaay... soooooooo cute!... hehehehe...

bye the way have you seen the nude pics of Chx?... just click this iste and get a glimpse of Chx liberated pose...

http://www.friendster.com/useropen.php?uid=22631256

[[Make fumes by lighting cigarette]]__|5:36 AM|

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Saturday, October 22, 2005

~*yeah right, whatever!*~

its the third day of this sickness and my grade still isn't upgraded!!.. i don't want to go to manila heavy hearted and in panic mode before i got my clearance!... im not even sure if ill be ok by tuesday... coz mike and mum wouldn't allow me to go to school with a fever!... to hell with this sickness!... oh well... i think i passed all my subjects naman eh... 2 nga lang kami sa thesis!... bad trip... kahit 1.5 man lang sana!...

michael will be here end of october of early november... sana lang eh hwag naman sa undas dahil nagbabalak ang aking amain na either uuwi kami ng zambales or la union... or mag-outing kami sa los baños or batangas... ayoko nga sa batangas eh... though ok yung resort... stepping that place make me itch... ewan ko ba... leche talaga!... sana sa los baños na lang or uwi na lang kami sa zambales... haaaay...

[[Make fumes by lighting cigarette]]__|7:17 AM|

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Saturday, October 01, 2005

~*yeah baby!!*~

new skin for my bloggy!!!

[[Make fumes by lighting cigarette]]__|2:00 AM|

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Sunday, September 04, 2005

~*where the HELL would i go?!*~

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Moderate
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

FCUK!!! that was really scary!...

[[Make fumes by lighting cigarette]]__|5:03 PM|

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

~*FLASHNEWS!!!*~

dude condolence... i really don't know what to say... i dont know the right words to cheer you up...

ade, cheryl and sa mga saunos dumadalaw sa blog ko... if you have time punta tayo sa loyola... nandun yung ashes si dodskie...

yung nasa news na sunog sa san juan... kela krystal yun... http://www.inq7.net/video/index.htm select nyo yung part 2 sa fist line... mapapanuod nyo yung footage...

pupunta kame nila lyca sa saturday... if you guys want to go...

[[Make fumes by lighting cigarette]]__|1:32 PM|

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

~*A lot like love...*~

aug 20-21... hehehe...

[[Make fumes by lighting cigarette]]__|7:15 PM|

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

~*8 8 8!!!*~

8 = i love you

its our 8th month together!... wuhoo!! im so happy!!... happy 8th monthsy pah!...

i love you so much pah!!!

see you on sat!..

[[Make fumes by lighting cigarette]]__|2:35 AM|

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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

~*HELL WEEK*~

1st day of preliminary exam.. my 1st exam was World Literature... the play of Agamemnon and his death and that Oedipus Rex really rumbled every cell of my brain... though it was an easy exam... but every word is rumbling in front of my two flashlights... i can cheat if i want to, but i prefer using my stocked knowledge... i didn't studied that much last night... instead, i watched tv until 2am and woke up at 8:30... mayber that's another reason why my head is aching... and i felt a little dizzy on the way to school... the very irritating thing about commuting is having a seatmate with a very unpleasant perfume.. demn!... amuy sampaguita!.. sobrang nakakahilo!!.... i keep on applying alcohol on my hand, and sniffing it, instead of sniffing that weird smell...

after the exam which only lasted for 1 hour... i pampered myself with all my cravings... i oredered a mango frost bites at kenny rogers... then ate an order of soft taco with lotsa cheese in front of the dapitan gate, at the side of Burger King.. and bought P20 worth of fried squid dipped in vinegar with lotsa onions and siling labuyo... yum,yum!!... then i decided to go home early... WTF!!! JENG?! GOIN HOME EARLY?! SINCE WHEN?!... hehehe... at the Park n' Ride just when i was about to get in the bus... i bought a Zagu Creme Brulee Grande with extra crystals... but that was just because of my literature prelims... what more tomorrow... my exams for tomorrow are Experimental Psychology and Ethics... 3:30-8:30 exam... WOW!!! as in WOW!!!

hmm... i dont know what'll happen tomorrow... but for now, i have to study 6 chapters of my psychology book... and another 6 chapters of my ethics book... demn!... sleep!! I NEED TO SLEEP!!!

[[Make fumes by lighting cigarette]]__|7:25 PM|

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

~*Moribund*~

last night i encountered a nightmare... may humahabol daw saken... isang malaking lalake... then sobrang takbo daw talaga ako, as in i can't hardly breathe na talaga... i stopped and looked if the guy was still chasing me... then someone pushed me, i didn't saw her face clearly but she looks very familiar... i fell down and im really losing my breath... when i stood up, i felt a lighter feeling... but when i looked back, i saw myself lifeless... (parang yung sa movie ng "the grudge 2") then i was shouting but no one hears me... i cant even hear myself... i was crying so hard seeing myself being carried to the funeral... then change of scene... i saw myself lying inside a black coffin... i was crying and thought of michael... he didn't know im already dead... i saw my cellular phone ringing and nobody's even answering it... 1st call was from a number not listed in my phonebook... next was from michael... he was calling for the Nth time... but still nobody's noticing it... i was just crying trying to grab my fon, but my ghostly hands just cant... i know i was crying not because i was dead... but i was crying because michael was unaware that im already dead...

its a very weird dream because, its very detailed... as in... but that's all i can remember from what i've dreamt last night...

anu kaya meaning ng panaginip na toh... hopefully not a bad omen...

[[Make fumes by lighting cigarette]]__|4:23 PM|

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

~*CATER TO MY MAN...*~

i want to give you my breath, my strength, my will to be here

that's the least i can do,

let me cater to you

through the good good

the bad through the bad

the ups and downs ups and downs

i'll still be here for you

let me cater to you

cause you're beautiful you're beautiful

i love the way you are you are

fulfill your every desire desire

your wish is my command command

i want to cater to my man your heart your heart

so pure your love shines through shines through

the darkness we'll get through so much

so much of me is you is you

i want to cater to my man

this one is for the man i choose to live with... FOREVER...

I LOVE YOU MICHAEL...

[[Make fumes by lighting cigarette]]__|4:55 PM|

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